Thursday, December 3, 2009
A and D students....
People with better grades tend to 'chill' together. While it is usually the case that 'D' students self segregate with one another. Obnoxious and immature, honking their horns at any sign of flesh on a reasonably attractive girl. As to think she might respond somewhat positively towards them. What is she supposed to do? Find you more appealing because you honked at her? I dont understand some of these social norms in our society. I'm glad high school is over. Now all there is to deal with is overly cocky testosterone amped diamond studded young adults overly compensating for some inadequacy.
Ranting
In the midst of a drug induced weekend the youth of long island abandon their gated & GUARDED domain, which they call home. And venture out into a dangerous crime ridden war zone, all to be social, with the hopes to bring home a judgement impaired, inhibition free young suitor? These social gatherings, in what feel like roman bath houses seem as arbitrary as celebrating a hallmark holiday. As these youth are 'burning up the dance floor' greedy club owners are profiting off $10 admission? Why? For what? Mostly male mingling, amongst the mildly minuscule presence of females. The same can be attained in the shared dorm bathrooms...
English assignment?
This place is new to me
I dont know what it is but I keep coming back
At times I want to leave, actually most of the time
But one thing keeps bringing me back
It's not the school
The luxury dorms
Or the teachers
Stuck in this dismal sea of gelled hair, Gucci, Prada, BMW, Mercedes
I WONT CONFORM to these "norms"
It is NOT ME!!
This place overwhelms me
It's that excitement of danger and mystery
What's around the next corner?
I feel like a rollercoaster is racing though my veins
As I walk around, my whole body is tense, I'm anxious
Why am I still here?
I try to escape every chance I get
But the second I leave I want to come back
I get angry and curse this place
Afterwards it leaves me yearning for more
Like a blood thirsty vampire
It's a crazy love hate relationship
And I can't grasp how to FEEL
I'm tied up in a knot of emotions
Being tightened by my feelings for this place and EVERYTHING ELSE!!!
These wild winds drive me to the edge of insanity
How must I cope? How must I deal?
In this place I find no solitude
Poverish, Wealthy, Crim Ridden
This place is not pleasant
Socially people cram into these glorified corrals
No short of cattle in a barn
Bumping, Grinding, Scratching, Clawing
I feel like I'm amongst lizards!
Sweaty and sticky as the loud beats take over my whole body.
Like I'm in a drug induced fantasy world
why?
wHy?
I don't like to do these things
What else is socially acceptable amongst this superficial population of DIZZYS AND NACHOS??
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